Today was so tiring.. ZzZzzzzZ~ woke up at 9 this morning and went to mit baby darling at sistic at 1030am? hahax..we went to catch harry potter by the way. Lol. was quite interesting bah but was rather long lo. hahaha see till both of us after the show, straight away chiong toilet. hahahaa..

did'nt went to eat lunch and breakfast. wakakaka, coz both of us were quite full.then go her house. LoL! after that went home while dear went to TM eat yoshinoya. chi ji lo. =( so sorry anyway i did'nt pei you. went home change and went for bball training. was sian-ed bah. coach down there kpkb..for being late. so buay song inside me was like $^!$!%&!$@#$!$%$#^ =z then never give us water break. kaox..so fed up. but forget it and my stomach start to growl..HEHE. *hungry* liao. HAha..

mus bear with it till water break meanwhile my stomach pain like siao..Finally, water break..!!! ^^ faster ask yd buy me milo and h-2-o to drink. after drinkin it, felt a bit better le..then go training again. suay suay i sprain my ankle ONCE AGAIN. so stupid!!! then hai die le lor, dear dulan le. =XxX

training ended after i sprain my ankle. was so hungry..!! Thus, i went to eat with my teammates at Mr. Prata. the service was bad man..the food still so-so. i ate like don't know wat. super fast..coz hungry mah. =x went home eat again!!! ^^ then watch tv and come online lo..till nw. hahahax..

Dear, i very guai hor? hahaha..i got massage lo. u sounded so angry. Xia su lin...Hmm, lax lar..i can de. =) *cHeerS*

WeeE..it's 24.! hahax..yeah 11 month liao hor? hahax..one more month to go yeah? hahahax..

so sad, that we did'nt went out todae for any celebration coz i got training in the morning and dear got band. =( but get to see a while during baby darling's break. RoFl...then ate chicken rice at uncle louis and drank yam ice blend. =p after that walk home. Don't know who hor..ownself call me RUIRUI in the end tell her friend i call myself that lor. WHO AR? YOU XIN ZHI DU MIN LAR HOR? wAhahahahaa

went home..wanna install maple but still can't dl lo.Sian ji bua.. =( then go slp..i was sleepin till so shuang..then suddenly my phone rang..thought who..tmd, national captain. sian ji bua..tonite got match..sian diao lor. i jus came back was about to have a good rest and u haunt me back by this..?really taken aback..i was very very tired and i decided nt to go..and also because of my ankle.i really nd a rest..haix. after the phone call had some hard time going back to bed toss here and there and think of my baby darling. wahahaax..then i slept peacefully. ^^ till my alarm rang..wake up..and msg dear. then watch tv a while. dear reply saying she go home alone. =( sorry i did'nt pei you..

during evening i went to buy prawn crackers to eat HEHE..then eat dinner..watch tv come online..then zuo bo lor..haha.

dear i finish update liao. hahahahaha..i love you =) happy 24 i'm sorry for wat i did jus nw. Forgive me, baby darling. wahahahahax..i lurve you.

he ni zai yi qi shi wo de xing fu.
you shi mei dui ni hao,
wo fei chan yi han.
gei wo shi jian,
rang wo zhen ming,
ni dui wo suo fu chu de duo zhi de.
wo zhen de ai ni.

I'm really trying my best to forget the past hurts. i told myself that u are completely different from her. And stop thinkin negatively. but i jus can't help it and i don't know why. It was a reflex action..and i can't stop it.

i keep telling myself and repeating that u would'nt do anything that will hurt me. but it seems hard..Hai, trust me i will throw away the past and stop those negative thinking. i guess i jus need some time to adjust to it..Anyway, i did'nt meant to disappoint u last nite. i'm so sorry..hai, i am sure that was my fault =) hmm, don't know wat to say le. jus hope u cheer up k? i will do my best to forget it. that's bitch anyway.

i know it's hard to stay away from temptation or curiosity. i would'nt blame you..i jus hope that after this experience u learn from it..and think clearly if u really have to do it. i can't always be there to help you guide you..you have to learn for urself...try ur best to be independent. At first i was'nt quite like the idea of u dying hair bah, maybe because i'm over-protective or wat? i also don't know..i jus don't like the idea of it. Maybe bad impression or wat? but after saying all tat and i reflect..i should'nt have stop you maybe? i should instead jus let u do wat u like..but i jus scare the consquences will be horrible bah..i'm sorry.

hai..todae had training. went for a few rounds in the school and had training. it was bad..lost my temper lor..hai, i am damn pissed off with the coach lor. i use the ball I DID'NT WHACK HIS ASS?i jus merely slightly threw at his butts so the ball can bounce back and i can score..IS THAT REALLY PUNISHIN MY TEAMATES BECAUSE OF MY TEMPER? You told us to play dirty tricks and here i am doing one and u scold me? oh freak you.

after the match i shut myself off from my surroundings and played my own game. i was totally on fire after that..i feel like giving whoever come near an elbow. i jus totally went berserk..i played hard and fuck! again and again!! i injured..hai, why is my body full of injuries? have i did something terribly wrong..? pls..i have enough of my injuries..i can't play my peak anymore..i'm devastated enough..give me a chance to shine..

haix.

hmm..sian ar. my left leg is very pain. each step i took seem so difficult? bth lo..injured from yesterdae fall during match. bloody hell..RI kns one. Ref bias andd the coach is insulting. tmd..me and jianliang score a lot..u throw face no nd insult one rite? come on, sportsman..u loser!

Wake up at 9 todae and sleep back again. very very tired. then wake up at 10..ate my breakfast and once again went back to sch for make-up lesson. went for a-maths was quite confusing mah. but manage to understand. hahax..after a-maths went makan at bbt with beh and hong yu. then uncle sell new drink. and of course my favourite - Yam!!! =)) so nice..!! at least nt so dilute. yeAh! ahahahax..ate seafood and went back sch again for biology lesson. study bout eyes and hormones. then wah concentrate and concentrate. hahahax..then hmm, understand most of it bah. last few lessons keep playing with neilson they all tmd, ownself suffer. lol..

bio ends..and wanted to study at mac or maybe lib..? but dear says study a while nia..then ok lo..nvm then study next time and came online after bathing..hmm, bored le..my hip very pain. tmd, if i have a chance, i will pay back wat they did.

a bleed tongue
a swollen hip.

National Youth no.10 !!!! ^^ i finally got it!!!! Yeah! Todae went for training in SBC till quite late and had a match with next batch team. Quite hiong bah..they play rough man. hahaha, i play dirty tricks. roFl elbow here and there, hook onto pple's legs. hahahaha..then act innocent no foul. =X HAhahaha..after training already 12 le. then went for briefing for _ don't wan say..sian lo. after that get my jerseys. REd and White. CoOl..though the shoes is gay! hahaha..coz it's purple in colour . got 3 paires of ankle socks. yeaH..=p can save money no nd buy socks liao. HEHE..got 1 polo tee which is of course and definitely RED!!!! ^^ got one white t-shirt too. Too bad lor..no jacket. wahahahaha if there is, shuang liao! hahahaha

after that went to meet dear at ctrl station pei her go eat yoshinoya. lol, then i nothing to do lor..coz eaten le mah. so di di siao siao lor! hahahahaha, make weird sounds and tok craps. hahahaha! till dear bth don't wan eat. sory lo =( wo zhi cuo le. HEHE. after dear's lunch wanna go look around and buy foods to eat. but aiya..walk walk till forget then send dear home. lol, take one big bag and wear one sling big bag. like go overseas jus come back like that. hahahaha..dear stomach ache le..so sorry mus be yesterdae coconut milk le. no nd mus be is confirm one. lol..i'm sorry dear brought u harm. =O hahahahaha..jk jK. she went bian bian and i went home.

Saw a ragged man on the way home. really so don't know how to describe. hahahax..from his apperance like from from kampong like that or should i say more worse than kampong? hmm, if only i got money i will like to offer him help le. lol...don't know why. i saw him only..i feel like offering help to him so much. lol..maybe i'm kind by nature and perhaps hmm..we know each other in the past life? lol..lamerZ. -.-

come home..hao lian my national jersey. aiya..OF COURSE MUS HAO LIAN RITE!!! =x hahahaha..then chat online with dear a while and go [dazhu] liao. hahahhaha..wake up buy diiner then admire dear lor. hai, go eat sirlorn steak, chicken wings and satay. still da pao porridage. hai, xiang fu wor. wo chi ku. =( then watch sing hits awards!!! then come online lor! hahahahaha..

lalalalala...my dear is cute >.< lol. i mad le